something

something

more than three words

we'll do it all, everything on our own

we don't need anything or anyone

if i lay here, if i just lay here

would you lie with me and just forget the world?

i don't quite know how to say how i feel

those three words are said too much they're not enough

if i lay here, if i just lay here

would you lie with me and just forget the world?

forget what we're told, before we get too old

show me a garden that's bursting into life

let's waste time chasing cars around our heads

i need your grace to remind me to find my own

if i lay here, if i just lay here

would you lie with me and just forget the world?

forget what we're told before we get too old

show me a garden that's bursting into life

all that i am, all that i ever was

is here in your perfect eyes, they're all i can see

i don't know where, confused about how as well

just know that these stains will never change for us at all

if i lay here, if i just lay here

would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Special Snow

I always thought the snow, was like that special love

That flutters low from lofty Him

Covering our muck and sin.

More snow, always more, we'll never have enough.

Lovesick

to meditate

To meditate, you must want to meditate. It can't be done out of duty or mechanically. It can at times be drawn out of you through desperation, but the deepest and most fruitful times of meditation are those born of a sincere love for His Spirit and wanting to be completely engulfed in it to where you are content to let everything else go to find that place of complete rest in Him.

I used to take long walks outside until I'd come to a spot where I could comfortably rest. I'd enter the presence of our Husband‚ and it was there that I experienced many beautiful moments with Him, through the simple act of being serious enough to take the time, get away from everything else‚ and let Him do the rest. It was by no means silent, but all that I could hear‚ see, and feel was Him.

this Love

Just like love on this earth, you cannot see it, feel it, touch it, smell it, put it in a box, or even understand it sometimes. But its warmth touches your heart, and you feel its presence. So is it with God. His love for you may be uncomprehendable, it may be lacking in all those tangible things, but you have faith to know that He is with you, that His love for you is real and unconditional. He loves you.

quiet memories

My thoughts have been quiet of You of late, I guess we're coming to that part of the relationship where things might not be easy; affection gets a little slow, thoughts are a little painful. What can I say to bring You out again?

Can I go back to that moment, that fairytale moment when You were all that mattered in my thoughts? When our spirits clicked and sparks flew, when ecstasies were all we brought out in each other. Let's go back there, just one more time.

At last
My love has come along
My lonely days are over
And life is like a song

At last
The skies above are blue
My heart was wrapped up in clover
The night I have looked at YOU

I found a dream, that I could speak to
A dream that I, can call my own
I found a thrill, to press my cheek to
A thrill that I, have never known

You smiled, You smiled
And then the spell was cast
And here we are in heaven
For You are mine at last